Finding the Melody of my Heart Song

Well, it has been one day since I told myself I wasn't going to care what others think. So far it is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I find myself going back to the same thought patterns. I have to constanly remind myself. "It doesn't matter what _______thinks" or "I don't have to be like anyone else". I am my own person, a unique individual.

With learning about my uniqueness, I am trying to become more confident. Not having to worry about what others think really helps in that area. I can be confident in who I am, and that will reflect an outward confidence too.

Digging deep inside myself, trying to discover who I really am. That is my next task. Without a mask, without trying to impress. Who am I then? What do I really love to do? What breaks my heart? What are my deepest longings? What do I think about myself? What does God think about me? What is my true heart song?